Life is wonderful, a precious gift of God that I have. What makes it wonderful? Because “Life” is what the Lord Jesus Christ Himself (John 1:14, John 11:25). My daily living in this world is not useless for I have found the reality of it. My living is of the path where the Lord was. Philippians 1:21 “For to me to live is Christ and to die is gain.” Therefore the reality of my life and living is the Lord Himself. Whether I live or die I am for the Lord. That’s the greatest assurance that I have received. It’s been a great privileged to have such a kind of living. “Lord, thank You for giving me a life that is owned by You. I am nothing without You Lord.” Why am I saying this ? Because I’m just so blessed to have this. Blessed than any rich man in the world. Blessed to be in the proper ground. Blessed to be a member of the Lord’s organic Body which is the Church (Eph. 1:22-23). Nothing and no one can snatch me in the Lord’s mighty hand. This is a treasure to grasp, an opportunity to grab. That’s what makes it so wonderful.
Now as reader I want you to be open and give some interest to know what my life is. I was born to be God-man, a vessel to contain God (Rom.9:23). I belong to a small family which are called “Christians” not pagan but real Christians , person who are truly one with the Lord and contained the Lord’s life. Since I am a Christian, I grew up in the church life from being a kid until now. The Church Life is just a very wonderful, lovely place to be. Enjoying the Lord with all the saints (brothers and sisters) so dear. This is my second family.
Everyone of us has it’s own personality, habits, likes and dislikes. For this, I want to share my own. When you look at me from outside, I’m chubby girl, tall, long nose, nice eyes, long hair and matured face. I have no physical defects. I am able to see, hear, talk, smell, taste, in short I’m normal given birth by my mother. And I’m so thankful for that. I’m also normal mentally. I have a clear mind, able to think, solve problems, dream sometimes, imagining what would my future looks like. I have a loving, caring, understanding, and merciful emotion. Sometimes I felt sad, happy, and angry. Well that’s normal as human being. I’m weak as far as my decision making is concerned coz I easily get destructed, tempted by anything or anyone that will capture my full attention. That thing might be good or bad. Concerning my habits, I love reading books; I’m fun of making poems in English or tagalog. Actually, I made a tagalog poem which are dedicated to my Barkadas the “Whatever Group” coz they’re special to me. I also made a poem for my childhood best friend when she felt so weak and needs some nourishment. She’s my sister in Christ.
Most people who know me said that I am joker and funny woman. They where happy when I’m with them, that’s why I have many friends. As far as my talent is talked about I can play instruments like piano, guitar and flute very well. That’s the result of having more practice and willingness of what you’re doing. Of course as Christian I’m offering my talents to the Lord coz He’s the One who gave this things to me. I also had a nice voice. I love to sing hymns & spiritual songs and worldly songs also. It’s hard to stop singing worldly songs coz I’m a music lover. I’m approachable to anyone that’s why they will be conscious of approaching me coz I’m friendly and happy girl. My close friends especially the whatevers told that I’m always there when they need my help, as long as I can do, I always help them. Most of the time they want my help whenever they want some programs or projects to be encoded, or photos to be edited and many more coz they say that I’m creative for all these things. I am well please to help them not asking some return. It’s enough for me to meet their needs. I’m also fun of surfing to the internet, they say that I’m an internet addict, well that’s true. Actually, I have accounts of many social networks like facebook, friendster, twitter, multiply or youtube. I also had my own blogspot. I’m planning to post all my writings on my blog so that I can keep it for so long. This is a great help for my profession. On my academic subjects I don’t think I’m intelligent but I have the assurance to finish my studies and I will be able to graduate from my course. I have consecrated this all things to the Lord. I am very emotional when I encounter circumstances on which I can’t carry on by myself. I used to solve problems on my own not depending or sharing it to others, especially family problems. I am not open to anyone except in the Lord for I know He understands me. Though I may not see Him but I know He’s right there listening and carrying me within. I love the Lord Jesus and I also love all the saints. I love to see them in the meetings functioning together. They’re so dear, they’re different among my unbelieving friends, and they’re special to my heart. I easily miss them whenever I did not attend church meetings. It is so blessed to be in the Lord’s organic, universal Body.
In the world of boy and girl relationship I don’t think I belong to it. Why? Coz I am proud to be NBSB “No Boyfriend Since Birth”. For me having commitment to anybody is just a serious destruction on my studies and on my living as a single young people in the Lord. I stand on what is right for I know that all things have proper time on a proper age. It just the fact that I’m afraid of early pregnancy if I’m going to enter such relationship for it would be the biggest problem right now among all teenagers and even among my dear young sisters in the Lord. They involved in lustful things that caused their entire church life to be ruined. I don’t want these things to be happening to me. But there’s one thing that I could never stop and that is to have special feelings and admiration to others, well that’s normal for the Lord gave me heart. Special feelings, admirations and crushes to others are one of the happiest moments of my life. This is only thing that I can do as single right now. Because of these feelings I had so many sweet memories to some of my brothers in the Lord…hehehe.
As of now throughout these years I want to go on, on my studies, on my church life that I may fulfill all my dreams and goals in life. I want to go to the FTTM after finishing my college years, find stable job for my family and serve the Lord with all purity. After finishing my first and second priority,that’s the time for me to enter the matter of getting married to a right brother. In fulfilling these goals I really need to depend on the Lord’s sovereign arrangement.
